i don't feel worthy of this life
i feel unworthy to live my life. i dont deserve any of it. i am a horrible person that brings only problems. all my friends and partners get so angry with me, i make them go over their limit. i am not worthy of love. i am not worthy of living. i am so disgusted with myself. i cannot do anything that is expected of me because i am completley useless.
@tallAcai6902 I am truly, truly sorry you feel this way. I sincerely doubt you are a "horrible person". You are worthy of this life, because your are trying to be. You made it to 7 cups; a great start. As long as you try, as long as you hope to become better, you will. That's what worthiness is. Learning to use your life. If you would like to talk about how you feel in more detail, I'm here for you. I hope you'll message me <3
@tallAcai6902
Hi there. I can relate to your post because i'I' felt like that before...what worked for me was to forget about everyone else and be a little "selfish" and start (fakely) to feel like I was ok and I was worthy of good things, I stopped questioning my decisions and eventually I felt ok with myself. It didn't matter to me if the rest of the people liked it or not, I knew I deserve everything I achieved by myself and for myself.
I hope you find this useful and if not, keep looking for things that will get you better because, believe me, you will be better because you deserve it (: