loved ones have given up
so i have some friends, a couple who i idolize, love, respect and id do anything for them. i already have depression and one of these two friends also has a similar problem. they are everything to me, but ive just changed medication and ive felt really really bad for a few weeks. theyve given up on me. one of the pair had an outburst because i was upset over something trivial and now he wont speak to me. sent one long hurtful message about how i wasnt trying to get help and then blocked me on facebook. im trying my hardest i always was and now ive been pushed onto this stupid website, im going back to my doctor later. but it may be all too late. if i know my friend and i think i do he wont forgive me, we wont ever even talk to me again. so why keep fighting when theres nothing to fight for?
It may not be over yet, you don't know for sure if for the rest of your life they wont talk to you again. But for right now the most important thing is for you to get better and to better yourself. That is essential to having good quality of life. Unfortunately especially with depression, people will come and go, and for many reasons, even people who you thought were always going to be there. But remember the goals you have and the things you want in life and know that you can & will get them. If a particular person decides to leave your life, especially when you may need them the most, i would say that's their loss & secondly they probably don't need to be around while you're trying to get better.
they helped just by being there now they arent there ive got no help and no reason to help myself
