ready to give up

@sarssunflowers I can relate to feeling so... helpless. Wanting to die, wanting to get it over with. I feel the same way as we speak. But I want you to know that you are making progress just by reaching out. You are making progress just by knowing that you were rude and regretting your actions. You can take things back. You can apologize to your friends. You are amazing and worth SO much. Saving the money for your surgery may take a while, but that doesnt change who you are inside. You are worth a lot to a lot more people than you may realize, and your anxiety and/or depression may be convincing you otherwise, but I hope you can do youre best to tell yourself that you are worth it in every way. Everyone makes mistakes.