stuck
i just feel like even if life is going good i still wish i was not here :/ not even in an activly suicidal way just in a i wish i didnt exist thing. my boyfriend thinks i should see a therapist but i honestly dont think i am sick enough & i dont want to waste their time. i have no reason to be sad all the time i just am & im not sure what to do :( even if i ask my mom for help she wont get me any so there is no hope in that anyways ive just been in a rough patch for the past few months
There isn't a threshold you need to pass to seek help. We are also often not the best judge of whether we need help.
Do you have a doctor that you trust? Unfortunately, it's difficult to know what their experiences in mental health are, and whether they will know what to do.