the way i feel
i know its all in my head but i cant help but feel so out of it. not completely there or listening. not completely happy or sad. always wanting to cry but never can. what do i want? i dont even know. its so tiring trying to keep up with everything around me when i cant even keep up with my own mind.
the one thing that is constant in my life right now is the feeling of always being the last one wanted. or the last pick. like im never wanted- just here to be an extra. its so gutting to feel not wanted, or needed. its like im the backup plan to the backups backup plan.
im just so tired.
Hello @22powdereddonuts ,
I am sorry to hear that you are struggling with this ♥ I want you to know that you are not alone. Have you tried to cope with these feelings in any way or tried to do some self care? It could be a way to help deal with how you are feeling. You are not alone in this we are here for you.