An open letter
Dearest @discreetAcres6234,
I address this letter to you, because you
@discreetacres6234 @celaeno @yellowacres2128
I'm so glad to see mags from all of u , and so happy u all replied, you are amazing.
It seems we are all share a lot of feelings together, overwhelming, work ot study stress, loneliness, a lot of overthinking... it's rough times sometimes. I know...
So as fo me.... I'm finding world around me is silly. And i feel disconnected. My friends and family keeps pulling me to real world but i keep running away to my own world. I wish sometimes to find a shell and hide inside. I'm too tired of ppl comments and curiosity and i can't understand it since i never do the same to anyone. Yet everyone interfere in my business and give his opinion and ask personal questions. It is so tiring..... and i can't answer with truth. So it is just lie after another after another and i don't have to but they force u to lie!
My life is hard, but I am thankful bcuz i see another harder examples which makes me appreciate my life more.
We r so hard on our selves guys. Let's not apologies celaeno and English is not my first language too so i understand what ur saying but we r doing a Great Job.
Discreet i know how to be lost and surviving by something. I do that with music. Sometimes really for all day long. But it's our way and it's unique.
Yellow stress is so hard sometimes , i know that from my own job... but that 15 mints rule is working :) and walking together is the best thing ever.
I love u guys... at least we put a smile on each other's face when we see notifications from each others.
@politeCup86 I think your friends and family do all of this because they care about you and think they're helping. I'm sure their intentions are good. I can understand the stress of having to deal with it though, obviously what you want and what they want are very different.
Today is a little better. All of my assignments are done and I feel like I can breathe again. But I also feel a little lost because I'm not sure what to do with my time at all. There are so many things I want to do but I can't seem to find the motivation to go ahead and do any of it no matter how much I want to. But now that the assignments are out of the way I have more time to spend here :)
I kind of just want a hug right now. I feel like a nice hug would make me feel a lot better.
Love you too :) I'm glad that you thought about us and I'm glad our messages bring a smile to your face
Oh I'm glad you are done with ur assignments discreet :) hugging u warmly 
And u r right about everything you said.
It's Friday here. Weekend here. I hate it. The minute i open my eyes i hear my mom screaming..... i hate her. I just do. I do love her and hate her at the same time.
Tomorrow is my therapist and as usual i am scared to death to meet her.
I have to go to the cinema. I really want to and 2 new movies r there 4 Leonardo and Russell :) I'm going to shower and eat and go no matter what :D
Have a blessed day every body and let us hear ur news. Feelings and what r u going to do 
@politeCup86 it's Friday here too. I still have no idea what I plan to do this weekend. I feel like watching things but I have no idea what to watch. I'm behind on quite a few TV shows so I feel like I want to start catching up on those. But I also feel like re-watching tv shows that I've already watched.
I can empathise with your feelings towards your mother. I feel like I like my parents more when I'm away from them but then I go back to spend time with them and realise that I don't like them at all. It's like I forget how they are until I'm back with them, you know?
I hope therapy goes well and you enjoy yourself at the movies :) It's nice to get out.
I just got back from a little gorcery shopping. I have other places where I wanted to go but I don't feel up to it today. This is basically my first free day that I've had since getting back from visiting my family and I feel like having a relaxing day.
Hugs to you <3