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Hi. I’ve lived with this empty, lonely feeling for the better part of my life, and learned to live with it. But recently, I met someone and got into a serious relationship with them, and I felt the way I assume someone is supposed to feel. I felt alive, on top of the world. But now they’re gone. And once again, I am completely and utterly alone, and I am lost. I am in pain every day.
I’ve been trying to call therapists and schedule something for almost a month now, but I either go straight to voicemail and never get a call back, or their mailbox is full. I cannot find a therapist and my mind is killing me. I downloaded this app today to escape those thoughts, but it’s no supplement for therapy, or even medication, if that’s what I need.
I just want to be known, I guess. For people to see this, that I exist. Thank you.
Yeah understood, I see you exist lol...The right therapist can be very helpful, keep trying, You may have to actually go inquire in Person, which I know is hard when you feel like crap, But you’ll probably get better results...But there is some good news, You felt on top of the world!. That means you are capable of this, That means there is light at the End of the tunnel so to speak. Yes, a particular person might have triggered this experience, but what is more important than that person is You. What you’ll realize in time is that, In many ways, You have the Power to make yourself feel on Top of the world, Crazy right? But true...It will take time and effort, but very possible. Start small, one day at a time...Good luck