Holiday season makes me so lonely
I really don't know where to start ....this my first time on here.Ive been depressed for almost a year.. the one woman I truly fell in love with ripped my heart out and turn me into a ghost. It's been hard to pick up the pieces still trying to figure out where we went wrong. we lost our baby last year due to a miscarriage. I haven't heard from her in months.. not even a simple hello 😓.. which leaves me so lost because I have never cheated on her ,never let a hand on her ,all I ever did was try to be a good man.. she treats me like I don't exist which at times..there's times I feel like I shouldn't exist but now with the holiday season it just makes me realize how more lonely I am... this year would have been the first for everything but first birthday for our kid, the first Thanksgiving ,the first Christmas the first New Year ..lately that's all I think about I feel so lost right now and all I do is cry
@asoulcoloredblue3 Hi, I hope you are doing well. I am so sorry to hear about the loss of your baby and your partner. I know that it must be devastating and I can't imagine what you must be going through. I want you to know that the situation has no reflection on you as a person. She may be grieving in her own way and it may not have anything to do with you. Please try to be kind to yourself and know that you did nothing wrong. We are here for you and I am thinking of you. I hope you had a good holiday.
That sounds so hard. I hope that you have made it through the holidays okay.
What kinds of things are you doing to care for yourself? Are you able to talk to anyone? @asoulcoloredblue3