I chose my loneliness

when I was child I was kinda introvert I couldn't have any friends I felt like everyone is better than me and I'm a worthless and unwanted because I used to underestimate myself, after few years I got over it and I became a social person and able to get friends arround me easily,,, but now I chose to be alone again because I feel more comfortable being alone, I chose to be alone because I'm not afraid of being different, as I'm afraid of being the same as everyone
Sometimes I still think sometimes that loneliness is a bad thing :/ but I don't want to interact with that world where stupid people are called cool >.<