I miss physical contact
I miss holding hands and hugs. I miss sleeping next to someone. I hate how even when I even I have do have such things I feel unworthy of them. It's like eating to much chocolate, you always want more but feel guilty for it. I see people in love and I want that but I don't understand how to adept it. I think even in a abusive relationship I will feel unworthy of any kind of attention
I feel the exact same way
I know exactly what you’re talking about, I’m so sorry
I accepted my first hig today. I keep pushing such things a way because I didn't want petty. I have a lot of guilt over how my marriage ended and that by letting someone show me some sympathy I was not a knowinglying my part in my divorce. Almost like I was throwing a pitty party or I didn't care about my ex's feelings. But today I just needed it and it felt good. I keep my self form just breaking down. And I wanted to say in that hug forever. I have been try to use some self compassion and it maybe working a little bit
I think a lot of people have felt this way; especially over the last few years. I’m sorry you are having a problem with this.
I have been alone a very long time. I eventually got used to it and just accepted that is my fate.
That is probably not the best coping mechanism, but it is all I know to do.
i feel the same
@wolfman77,
I share the same feelings too :(
