I wanna move

I moved to a new city halfway across the US after post-college plans failed miserably. I have made friends and thought I liked it here for a second. My friends have made it hard to trust them. There was a time when I was trying to comfort someone who was using that as a facade to try to get closer to me. She told me about plans to kill herself. I did everything I could to make sure that didn't happen, to eventually find out she is a liar, but I still stand by my initial decision to take initiative, and my friends have called me stupid after I told them what happened. Depression is one of the main reasons I moved to this city, they knew that, and they still called me stupid.

My sister is the one who convinced me to move here, and so she lives here as well. She is married and successful because she got a job straight out of college, while I unknowingly chose a major that made my degree useless, so I have been struggling. She constantly talks to me as if she is better than me, and no matter what decision I make, she always digs up a reason as to why my decision is a bad one.

I got into a relationship this past month in hopes that I can regularly connect with someone like me. In the 2 months we have been together, we have seen each other 4 times, 3 times with her friends there. She ignores my texts a lot, including a text asking if we could talk more. I'm considering breaking up with her this week.

I want to get out of here.