Just one person...
Im 35M from spain... I have autism, BPD, depression and social anxiety. Since I was a kid I nver enjoyed doing anything because Im not interested in anything and everything is mentally taxing... I like to stay at home and I dont like to socialize with people, plural...
The problem is that I have this huge massive loneliness that causes me immense pain... Sadly, I dont feel the need for friends... Just one special person to share everything, my every day, and trust... Its all I need in this *** life to keep going... But not having it causes me inmense pain...
I know that girls dont want someone like me, needy, weak, stay at home, bored, asocial... I know far too well. I have tried for years talking to girls, thats why I know it... I have tried a lot... Nobody can blame me for not trying... But I know Im screwed and destined to be lonely for the rest of my life.
I cant deal with this immense pain...
@sincereStrings3443
💜💕
🥺
Thank you for trusting us to open up.
And for your honesty, and wearing your heart on your sleeve!
I'm so sorry you feel like you are not seen or don't have anything to offer!
It can be hard when we don't like to be around people but at the same time, we are human, and we crave connection.
Here, atleast you are not alone!
People like to have serious chats in the forums.
Others like to take part in the icebreakers and have a laugh, and not the themselves too seriously.
Something to suit everyone!
I just want you to know, I've heard you, what you say matters!