Lonely
I often feel lonely.. lonely cause I am in a new country and can't seem to make friends, lonely cause sometimes I do want to be on my own. So then I blame myself for being alone. When you isolate yourself, it's hard to share or deal with the already existing negative thoughts.. so I make myself sad.. I am sad, lonely and feel stuck.. I feel this oncoming sadness-darkness and I don't know how to deal with it..
Hello Just You can always talk to me. Its normal to want something then. Say on no imma stay to myself. Well think you are awesome for just writing on here. And when u start to talk to ppl u will see they long for some one to talk to. Just like u!
I can totally relate to that. I am here if you want to talk. If you don’t mind me sharing my experience, I feel like at our age it gets even harder to make friend and the lockdown don’t help much either. It’s a challenge, it’s normal to distance yourself because you want to be alone and then feel lonely. But just remember that you will always have yourself, you can be your best friend. Treat yourself to some self care, movies, the one thing good about being on your own is that you can do whatever you like. Meditation can help a lot, once you raise your vibration the negative thoughts and sadness tend to go away. Is that anything you like to do? Any hobbies?