Lonely :/
I moved to a new state two months ago and I have friends at school but we aren't close and the only people I talk to outside of school are from back home and have their own lives and friends they go out with all the time and im just kinda.. here. My family isn't really helping much because my sisters are snotty and always more worried about themselves and my mom and her boyfriend are too wrapped up in themselves and their new relationship. I have nothing to even do I just sit at home all the time and wish I could be out with my old friends back home but am jealous they're so happy and social which I feel bad that I get upset at them for it but can't help it. I've gotten really depressed because of it and started cutting again and I don't know what to do nobody understands what I'm going through and I don't have anyone. Any advice??
@Kaycee17
Hey Kaycee! How are you doing now? I just read your post and wanted to see if you are feeling any better :)
@Nyssa2506
honestly no not really... not at all. Things keep getting worse :(
@Kaycee17
I just PM'd you. Please reply and we can try to make things better together :)
@Kaycee17
Couldn't PM you. Please contact me so that we can chat :) Hope to talk to you soon!
@Nyssa2506
I tried to PM you as well and I couldnt
@Kaycee17
Please browse some listeners and talk to anyone else if you could message them. Or maybe you could come back as a guest and try messaging?
I have friends and we even have a group chat about our mental health but lately I feel so distant from them. When we're at lunch and they're all talking I feel distant and the times I do open up to them it feels like they turn it into their problems and ask for my advice and they don't mean to be rude and I am normally always giving out advice. But its frustrating I feel like I'm bugging people when I open up to them. I make a lot of jokes about my mental health as a way to stay positive so sometimes when I open up people think I'm joking and I just wish someone would just listen to me.
@modestVase6780 Hey! I can relate and Im here if you want someone to vent to.