Sleepless
Here i am again wondering why i have no one to take to when I feel alone and hopeless. I distance everyone away from me because im so afriad of people hurting me emotionally. Ive had so many people tell me they cared but yet they did not even though i poured my heart out and told my entire life story. I have at max 4 family members and none of them are understanding when i explain what i am going through. I am very aggitated due to the fact im so hungry and we have nothing but noodles and two pieces of chicken to choose from. Im so tired of this , so so tired . I just want someone who genuinely loves me and listens to all of my problems and guides me and helps form myself into the healthy woman i should be. I dont want a relationship with anyone i am just in big need of a good friend 
@Anonymous3325
Aww, Im so sorry that youve had to go through all of that :( its understandable that youd want to distance yourself away from others, so you wont have to ever feel the way you did before- betrayed, exposed, used. It sounds like it was a way for you to protect yourself and your emotions, but now because of that, you find that youre alone and wanting company, a friend. We humans are ultimately social creatures, and one of our basic human needs is to feel valued for and cared after.
Some suggestions are to figure out what your hobbies are, and see if theres a group near you that you could join? That sounds like it could be a good starting point, because youre meeting people who you know already have one thing in common that you could bond over. Alternatively, is there a community centre near you that you could join with groups and hikes etc? That could be another way to build connections and friendship, and maybe eventually get closer to.
Im here for you, as are many other people on here! Cheering you on with love xx
@Anonymous3325 I'm sorry you're going through that.
