So here's my predicament...

I have what I call "friends". The people who I would consider good friends wouldnt consider me a good friend. Im just that extra friend who's left out of the secrets and the jokes, the one who they get quiet around. I feel alone and that I dont have anyone to talk to. I have so much to talk about but no one to listen to. I of course have family but there are things you just dont tell your parents. I sometimes pray or daydream about having a relationship or even just a bestfriend who actually wants to help me and make me feel good. Thanks for listening!

TL;DR: I feel lonely and just want somebody I can trust to talk about my emotions