True loneliness
Until recently I wasn't really interested in women, in romance. Of course I found women attractive but I didn't think far beyond that. I also realize now that I'd never experienced a true feeling of Loneliness
Suddenly I find myself desperate for companionship, somebody to share life with,i feel completely isolated in my head right now,i feel like nobody will ever love me because I'm an undeserving, ugly, generic, uninteresting suicidal slob
And that didn't used to matter because I could just ignore it and play video games... Now I can't. Nothing matters anymore.i feel like my life will definitely end soon
I have true loneliness because even when my friends are there I feel sad having anxiety stressed and not an very active talker
- but on here I break it I meet new people who cares I share my thoughts get support and go to my school counselor's one on one to get coping skills
hey, you are so very hard on yourself....What makes you so sure there isn't someone out there perfect for you? Someone who likes a lot of the same things you do...I know your sad. It takes time to find the right person anyway-it rarely just happens. Don't give up on your life. You have many attributes someone will adore one day. Give yourself that chance.
@easyWater4109
I love this post! Yes, exactly. When we get down, we tend to only think in black and white; thus, causing us to feel that we will forever be alone. This is NOT true. It takes grieving of our pain to let go.. and when we do, we are opened to many other options and opportunities.
Dear, I was thinking in the past something similar to what you said. That there was always a virtual "shelter" where I could be happy and without bad thoughts. Getting older I found that was only an illusion. We change and also our hobby and interests change, so my suggestion for you is : search something new (an hobby, a sport, an activity) totally different and try to loose yourself into It.
I have true loneliness, my family, the people that are supposed to love me the most have a tenancy to always ignore what i am saying and act like i'm not even there. I am always being talked over and my whole family only decides i do exist if it benefits them, otherwise i am just just a presence that is always ignored. it makes me feel unwanted and invisible, like no one will ever see me or notice me.
I've had it so long. Feel so irrelevant wherever I go. Don't even fit in online.
So why would anyone love me? Lol.
