Why do people ignore me and ostracise me?
I don't get it. All through out my life I've been ignored and ostracised. The only place I truly feel welcome is my own home, and even there I don't feel I can escape the ostracism and loneliness that has followed me all throughout life. I feel it everywhere, even on here. I start 1-1 chat with a listener and say hello and then I never get a reply basically making my reply defunct. I go into a group chat and I get asked to leave (Quite like an exile) but most of the time I just get ignored. No one ever talks to me on them, I get no replies. Some times I wonder if I'm just banned or if I even exist. It seems that everyone on this website has blocked me. I wouldn't be too surprisedif I get automatically blocked or everyone get's sent a message telling them to ignore me. I'm not banned because I don't get a message, I'm just ignored and ostracised. The way I get ignored makes me wonder if I should be on this site, because there are people with bigger problems than I have. I'm just a lonely person with nothing to lose.
And I thought this website was here to help the lonely, in my eyes it only pushes us closer into the waiting hands of loneliness.
Hey,
I am sorry you feel that way though life, I am glad it seems like at least sometimes you do not feel that way at home. I am relate to the feeling lonely in a crowded room as can many on this site i think.I am glad you are on this site, I encourage you to look ay the chats as well and add to the forums. There are a lot of listeners on this site and I would be happy to talk to you as well as many other, i am sorry your recent experience was not of excellence.
Thanks but unless a listener wants to listen to my old ramblings then I there's no point coming on here
Please consider me a listener who would like to offer you my 1 on 1 support. Message me and we can make a good time work for us both.
ok then. I'll most likely send you a message when I get the chance
Tortoise.. If you feel like talking... You can always PM me...:*)
ok then thanks
How are you Tortoise? Long time we didn't see posts for u in the forum :)
oh hello again. Nothing's really been happening in my life other than me playing on civv and extending the communist reach of the Empire Of Oceania across the Global Theatre.
I think I might be losing my mind as well.
Hey, I'm here for you, Tortoise. I'm not always online, but when I am, I'll keep you company if you want.
oh thank you
Hi Tortoise, I'm glad to hear from you as well, and what an answer!!
How is life treating you? and how is your health? please write to us always, we miss you in the forum and miss your sarcastic sense of humor
We all feel like losing our minds sometimes , i do feel that a lot, life is so hard but i will keep fighting
Wow thank you. I must admit. When I got revenge on the King of Hell I mean Ghandi it felt so great. The occupation of New Dheli is the embodiment of all those lost to Ghandi's Wrath. Yeah in Civ he's practically a warlord.
Nothing's really been different for me in life, it's always the same. Other than instead of nuking Liverpool Ghandi nuked Torquay instead. That famous line:
"I like your land. I do not like your citizens. Or your government. Or your army. Here, let me fix that."
What was I thinking putting him on it with me?
I guess we do but I'm the sure the day when I stroll through the Partheon with insanity behind me will ensuesoon.
In answer to your question I feel that when people react in a certain way to is it is worth considering our own actions too. I think you will agree that your own words are often inflammatory and intended to provoke a reaction. At this stage personally I feel that if you really are seeking help (only you know that) then it might be worth creating a new profile and reacting in a less confrontational manner because at the end of the day you are just as worthy of help as everyone else here. However if you prefer to act in a manner than suggests you are the sites resident troll I for one find it at least a little entertaining but the choice is yours.
Create a new account? Are you honestly being serious?What are you Snoop Dogg? Because you must be smoking something really strong to say create a new account on here.
Clearly you're a friend of our all-mighty, immortal genetically, intellectually and physically superior totalitarianoverloads who we must never question the likes of, of which the crime is high treason and the punishment is executionvia the gas chamber. Because then you haven't been submitted to the harsh censorship, never forgivenever forgetpolicy and the shoot now ask questions never policy this site utilizes. Because you'll know that creating a new account is pointless. Any computer or device you log in with one account is tracked permanently. Anything that happens on one computer passes over to every other computer so making a new account is impossible.
And I thought the SS were bad.
I wouldn't say I'm a troll. I'm just challenging the fascistdictatorship the website makes use of. As well as challenging the emancipation of my human rights. Because in all honesty that makes you no better than Hitler or Stalin. The termination of another individuals right to free speech is a crime against international law. So I ask you now; is protesting against the emancipation of human rights trolling? Be it on the streets of Stalingrad, the Cour des miracles, the Rhur or even on this website is it trolling?
Because I believe there is a difference between petty internet banter and an individuals human rights.
Sorry I really wanted to get that out of my system. It's not aimed at you but rather at the websites harsh and down-right unfair policies that cannot be justified. I thought we had moved past the use of the "greater good"but clearly we have not.
Hey there I wasn't referring to admin but you mentioned feeling ignored in 1-1 member chats (so it's not a matter of getting around the system if your account is banned) but rather having the option to turn a new leaf if you like. free speech never has existed but that's a whole other story and personally I don't think it should. I presume you are English/UK based from previous posts due to the quasipolitical nature of many of these posts I am wondering if you ever checked out the Mail online message boards you might like them and have competition there :)
oh sorry, the reason why I said that is because I frequently get banned and blocked (now officially blocked from all chat rooms forever, thanks guys). And honestly I'm sick of it.
Oh there is a free speech but you must fall into one of three categories: mods on the internet (aka the KGB) admins on the internet (aka Hitler) or the extremely rich (aka [sorry couldn't find any evil dictators who were as bad the extremely rich]).
Oh yes I am and I would love to go on the mail online message boards but that's a right-wing newspaper and as soon as I anounce I'm antolerantMarxist who believes in peaceful co-existence and uniting the world under one banner I'll be banned immediatly.
I find it terribly intresting you declare yourself to be tolerant and yet declare others to be evil ? A slight contradiction maybe? However yes mail online is right wing but hey ever heard of negative cohesion ? Unite under shared hatred - like we did with the communists during WW11 and it does seem you have a lot of anger and hatred towards others who you feel leave you out - never know till you try :)
Well if you're going to carve away at a rock for long enough it will eventually crumble. In other words what you're saying is that the Jewsshould tolerate the Nazis. Just saying.
Riiiiiiiight. Let me sum it up for you. The only way to be liked by the Daily Mail is to be aUKIP supporting, anti-female suffrage, anti-islamicextreme right-winger. If you do not fit into any of those categories why are you still on the forums!? GET OUT NOW!!