i dont know what to do
i dont see any way i could ever be happy, my life has been over since it started. I am hated by everyone, everyone wishes i was gone
@ahhlo who is everyone?
Did you manage to connect with some of the numerous listeners who offered to?
At moment I'm having trouble remembering things but if you have not yet tried therapy please consider it. Especially CBT. There are also various online tools to help but I think if you had a human support you it would be beneficial for you.
Sometimes it takes a while to find the right therapist. But as you seem to have been having same thoughts for the past weeks I think it's time to make a step and be your best friend and help yourself to get support.
We are all struggling here. Just take a moment to read others posts too and maybe you can see we all have difficulties.