my loneliness ?
I feel like everyone is always with someone, always needed of someone. meanwhile I feel like no one will ever need me or looking for me. It feels like everyone will just gonna leave me if they have the chance to. why am I so needy?
@midtownerd
What exactly have you tried out to counteract your loneliness, though?
@midtownerd
I wouldn't say that you are being needy, even though it will seem that way. Depending on your age, this feeling definitely becomes more obvious. Everyone seems to be in romantic relationships that dominate their lives and draw them away from you; or friendships that might seem to be more important to them than you.
As I've personally been in this situation, I think it is probable that you are more sensitive to rejection and/or their actions. To avoid the potential that my words can be hurtful, I'll focus on my own situation: I have no real support however, there are people around me who do care. Often, it isn't enough to keep my depression at bay, but they do help and they do care when they are able to. There's a good chance that there are people around you who do care but can be poor at showing it in the way you need.
If you're financially capable of doing so, sometimes a pet who depends on and loves you can be a wonderful emotional support. I don't know where I'd be if I didn't have my cats, even as intrusive and annoying as they can be sometimes.
Hope you're feeling better!
