no friends

went thru a hard falling out with a coworker who i used to date, now all my coworkers don't like me and i spend all my time by myself while they all stay together. i'm starting to see someone else but it isn't official and i feel like he's still seeing other girls (no proof, just a feeling). all of my friends are at uni and make excuses not to see me and its just a bit difficult to even simply try these days. :-(. i feel like i'm existing. like a wilted flower.