Finding your passion

I understand where you are coming from. You want to find purpose in your life and then pursue a pathway in life where you will make that happen. As connect to other people and reflect on yourself, your passion and direction will be brought to your awareness.

You can find it, just stay open and keep trying new things. Look for local classes in subjects that interest you. Try gardening, painting, creative writing, dancing. See what feels the best. It's hard to feel passionate when you are depressed however. If you try some things and are still struggling, seek out a counselor to talk to. Best wishes, friend!