I am on the verge of giving up completely
I am completely hopeless and depressed , and suicidal. Ia m tired of going ober my story to everyone and hearing the same"solutions" that don't work or just confusion and no idea how to help. I can't got the therapy/psychatrist as I have no money and an abusive householed with controlling father . I can't find a job to earn either for myself and by father will also not allow. I have tried everything I or others can think of. There is nothing but hopelessness. And honestly it hurts when I post this stuff and no one replies or even looks at it shows me that how unlucky I am. And that's what I am expecting of this post too and I shouldn't even try and hit myself like this.
@nekobean
It sound like you have discovered devastation in your life!
Everything you wrote is dire.. I don't know how you can live in such a harsh environment. i'm glad you shared this.. We are here to give you some comfort🌲
I understand you very well , because I am in a similar situation to yours , I too feel hopeless, I am numb I am just living without feeling anything. Whenever my family are away I feel so light and happy , but the moment I see or hear them my whole world starts collapsing again, I know that you are in a situation where you can't find a job, I just want you to know that I see your pain and feel it , if you need to talk to someone I am here , you can text me my fellow human
Yoir not alone in this battle just protect your self also me im in severe depression and on medication right now far from my family..
I also feel hopeless and in deep sadness
Monasteries or nunneries exist in most countries for this reason. You go with your ability to labour and nothing else.
