Reasons behind feeling of emptiness
Tonight I had a productive and family full day. I lost a lot of issues that I was worrying over, however the feeling of emptiness just got to me when I went to sleep. Death wish doesn't leave my mind even when there is no tangible problems that are causing any distress, I should feel happy and content. Why this happens all the time? I just want to feel happy..
Whats tough is looking on TV or social media and seeing everyone there looking so happy and wondering, Whats so wrong that that cant be me? Why must I be so lonely?.
Sometimes, I want to turn off the New Years Eve celebrations because of seeing all the happy couples.
However, I think now that a lot of people post on social media what they want others to see, not what their lives are really like. Its one of the several reasons I dont do Facebook, Twitter, or Instagram.
@AbbyHarris1976
Hi Abby, me too.
I dont think its real. Its just a weird way of showing off. I wouldnt do it even if my life was super fabulous and perfect. Its like they want people to admire them and say wow.
Well, screw that.
What you do when no one is there to be an audience during the shittiest of circumstances is truly valuable not a pretend, posed, perfectly instagrammed moment. Its crap, trust me-most of it is as fake as can be.