depressed and trying to still have a life..
hello, im starr. i have been diagnosed with major depressive disorder and its been really hard..ive tried keeping myself occupied, it doesnt help really. my main struggle is motivation. its not that im lazy or a bum, i litterally just cant make myself do things that most people would say are natural or day to day activities. espically work. i have a job but i feel lik eim going to lose it because i dont know when im going to have a really bad day and need to call in.. i cant help but wonder if there are jobs out there for people like me. like with liniant schedules and hours and such, or am i just a dreamer? my depression effects my family and my fiance, i want to be better for them, but i cant. ive been seeing a therapist and taking meds, but its not helping.. also i have some new symptoms that kind of scare me.. ughhh. what to do, what to do?
I know where you are coming from. Because of my depression, anxiety, and overall outlook of my life, i have ruined my life. My gloomy outlook took over when i was a 1st yearin high school. My depression and anxiety got so bad that i couldn'tleave my house, and ended up losing my job, thegirli loved, and ended up becoming a high school dropout.
3 years later I'm still living this way.
I have lost nearly everything that matters, and now i am all alone. Please don't let your depression take hold of your life like it has mine. Stay strong, you are not all alone.
