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not being able to express your emotions

User Profile: Theformorsmartguy
Theformorsmartguy February 20th, 2019

i got my depression at a very young age around 4 i hide it from everyone behind a mask of someone who looks happy but really i feel pain and sadness and fear and it keeps getting worse and worse and i want to cry i want to scream out for help but i cant i try so hard but i can never do it it hurts and i want it to stop i cant break out of my mental shell to even cry when im alone but i want to ive made it so hard to get out of i want out the pain is unberible if anyone has any advice or wants to say anything just do so sorry for bothering you with my problems

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User Profile: Terri1014
Terri1014 February 22nd, 2019

@Theformorsmartguy I'm in the same boat. I show everyone this mask when I am really dying a lil more each day. In order to cover up when my mask slides down a little i get angry words that have nothing to do with the situation just that i want that person who might have seen it slip to hurt as much as i do. I am not sure if that helps except to say that you're not alone.

User Profile: ThePizza
ThePizza February 24th, 2019

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User Profile: bountifulHand44
bountifulHand44 March 9th, 2019

@Theformorsmartguy I am so sorry to hear that, dear!! 💔☹️

I am happy to see your message, and I know how much it is difficult to share. I do appreciate every single letter of your post!! I hope you get what you are looking for and more!!

I love you, because you're wonderful and loveable, so please try your best in searching for help!! 😘😘😘💕💕💕