Being a thropy

Hi

I don't know where to start but i need help , i have a depresion and it has not been easy ,my friends tell me to snap out of it and my parents don't know since i don't want this on their plate to

My depresion started when i realized how less people cared about my feelings , i was bullied and sexualaisd ( i dunno how to spell) my whole school saw me as a sort of thropy that you could win , the boys only wanted sex and the girl called me hoe i don't know what to do at this point

Someone please help