Depression...?

Depression. Definitely my home, but it's a nightmarish mess. Constantly being hounded by the struggles of how to cope with life's useless beatdowns, choked up and strangled by the drowning overthinking. Depression, a land my mind is consumed by, controlling everything I do... Try to kill it and it comes back ten times harder. Try to ignore it and you lose a few fuses. Depression punishing me, for having really good days. I'm done...