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@Ken68 I wish I could help you, but I totally understand and feel the same. Yesterday was the anniversary of my best friend's suicide. I will never be mad at her for what she chose to do because she thought she had no other choice, and I know how much she was hurting. We have so many more resources now than she did then; I figure I should reach out and get all the support I can before making a decision that will be final and can never be reversed. The hardest part for me is not feeling like I can connect with anyone who understands. I'm hoping that being involved with 7 cups will help with the lack of connection I feel. Will you give it a bit more time and see if you can connect with others too? Sending you hugs and love. xoxo

Listen, dude, I feel you. I really do, today was a bad, B A D day for me as well. I'm still here, you're still here so I say that's progress! Celebrate every tiny litte positivity and milestone. That's what we have to do and hope for the snowball effect of positivity to help bury the negativity. Sometimes you gotta remind yourself that depression is an effin liar!! Keep on keeping on, man, you got this. \m/ @Ken68

Ken,

Here is a thought that I had a long time ago that I posted a while back. I will repost it in hopes that it may be a help to you.

When Times are tough and you feel alone, Here is a thought that may help.

A comforting thought that I relized for when you or I am feeling down or if you are in a bad situation is that you are never the only one. There is always someone who knows what you are going through. Yes, you may technecly be alone because no one is around you. But there is so many people who are going through the same thing, feeling the same way, and wanting the same thing, I try to focus on this thought when I am feeling down, and I tend to find comfort that I am not the only one feeling this way.

I hope that what you just read may be a helping hand to you and to others.

" Just about tired of everything and everything. Theres nothing keeping me here and I just hope to go peacefully"

In my opinion it is not the reason to go peacefully, you must live and try to be positive in every situation. Also, if you have no time for studying, - go to work and try to order your essays there https://edubirdie.com/write-my-essay where is a good quality of writing and where work only professionals. In any case, try to be positive! Trry to find new people, new surroudings, go abroad, smile, travel, live!

Thanks for your post. I would really like to help, but I have the same problem. If I were in your place, then I would look for reviews on the Internet. This is a great habit. I learned this when I was looking for reviews to write a dissertation on papersbattle.com. Spend a little time and, believe me, it will save you a lot of time later. Or you can wait, suddenly someone from the forum participants will give you advice.

My life is just a shipwreck the only question is if i drown in the black void of the sea or i get rescued. recently my grandmother passes away and that made my mother depressed because there isnt any badder thought than buring your own mother and her crying and getting stressed is slowly starting get me depressed and im geting distressed. She never smoked or drank or did bad things to her body she worked because she had to feed 3 children when she got sick she still worked and didnt get treated .I know that death is inevitable and will happen to all of but she raised me since i was a little kid because my mom had to work to feed me and my brother and shes always been a sweethearted person so to see her ashes it broke me and all of the emotions started bottling up ive tried to realese those emotions but i cant when something bad happens i dont cry i feel my body fall into this dark void of nothing and i feel my feet sink into the floor ive always thought that this talk to another person thing is stupid and silly but when i couldnt take it anymore i broke an tried it im currently talking to a few chatters im progessing but very slowly and ive been mad im mad at the world at the universe at random people but i know its my problems not theirs and the reason for this hate and rage its because of my dad he left me and my family when i was 5 months old. So someone please rescue me dont let me sink

Im sorry if i typed something wrong i cant type english very well