From a Passing student to a All Zero student.
Online school really crushed my dreams I was never really someone who let school get them down, but after all zeros this year and completely not attending school and lying to my mom about going I just don’t know my path anymore. I feel like everything is over and, I won’t get into college anymore,it was my freshman year this year and I failed. I didn’t even log in anymore because I felt overwhelmed I have regrets like why didn’t I do the work I think it happened in the first semester I was doing online school fine but then math started to get hard and many missing assignments eventually I gave up because things got hard. I feel horrible and I just don’t wanna face it every day I wake up with a guilty feeling and depressed because I feel like this really messed my life up. I might repeat 9th grade and I really just sad rn and everyday I put a knife to my wrist cuz if I die I won’t feel this huge guilt if failure. If you read this thank you.
First off like the name(I’m a fan of Naruto as well🤞🏾) and secondly please don’t give up just now. You have a second chance even if you repeat the 9th grade. Your grades don’t determine your importance to this world. Only way you can fail is by giving up and ending it all would be the ultimate fail. There are so many paths to take even when there seem like there are none. And if your family is mad about it, block it out, YOU got this! YOU determines what happens next. Failure only comes when you stop trying. I know you probably don’t feel like hearing this from me right now but I just failed a class. It brought my GPA down and I’m in my senior year. I determined that this was not the end and instead I’m going to try to make my situation better. Please don’t give up🤞🏾 Reach out to me if needed(I will talk about anything…especially Naruto)
This past year has been rough for a lot of us! Hang in there, we all make mistakes but the important part is we learn from it and move forward. Think positive and just try again. Maybe you can go on campus this coming school year? Either way, you are still young and have time to try again and get into the college you hope for. Anything is possible! I'm half way thru my bachelor's... Just had my 3rd baby. I've failed a few courses in between.. waisted money lol but I'm not going to let it stop me! I actually just failed one class last month... It cost me $1700 and you know what I did.. re-enrolled this summer and just started yesterday with a better attitude ;)