Idk, a vent I guess

I've been feeling trapped a lot lately. When I was in school I was bullied a lot and when I had some friends I was always the butt of the joke or they just wanted something from me. Then Covid hit and I had to move school online. It was very difficult because I am more hands-on and I wasn't interested in it at all. I barely passed, but eventually I dropped out and got my GED.

I love drawing and I want to make a career out of it. But I'm burnt-out, have no friends, family is complicated, and I can't go anywhere. It's been like this for a while. This isn't the first time I felt depressed, but I'm starting to think it never really went away.

I never really uploaded anything online before, but I guess I just needed to get some things off my chest.