I don't know anymore
Tired, exhausted, stranded, lost, scared... I don't know honestly. I don't see myself getting out of hear or even an actual future anymore. I just don't know. I want to be able to deep down but I also know I won't be able to so yeah. I don't know anymore honestly but it's what it is I guess ^^
@imaginativeCoconut8527
I relate with what you say, thank you for posting, makes me feel like I'm not truly alone.
Also I would like to say that I also use "it is what it is" to describe things that I cannot, or do not want to, analyze or define. In this case, I used to describe my depression the same way, it is what it is. But I would like to suggest that it might not be something that should be left undefined, I say dig deeper and understand it better, for me, it brings some sense of solace. Which is good.
I hope this helped somewhat, keep going :)