I don't know what I'm feeling
Hi uhm Im new here and I'm 15 year-old.i don't know what I'm feeling,one time when I was about to go to school then I'm thinking about it,my heart raced and I can't breathe.Then I'm flinching at everything.I think I've been depressed since I was in the 7th grade.I'm really depressed by then and ended up cutting myself in school and I got called in the counselor's office.They called my mom and she was really dissatisfied with me.years later I think it's coming back and it's much worse.I get the urge to end it but I'm finding reasons to live.I never told my family about this cause they told me I'm just over reacting and throwing tantrums cause I didn't get what I want but I'm not,I'm hurt by what they said and kept quiet.I feel sorry that they have to deal with me
Thank you for sharing this with us here.
i’m so sorry that you feel this way. no person, especially a child, should be dismissed by another person, especially their parents. but i have that fear that they will, and that’s why i don’t want to share my thoughts and feelings with them. i think that you’re opinions and feelings matter and are real. keep finding reasons to live <3
Hey, it's pretty brave of you to share your story and I hope you realise that there's sunshine after rain(I know that's a cliche statement but thing will get better! We've got you <3)