I get it
I really I'm so tired of living. The only thing keeping me here is that I don't wanna hurt those who love me. I'm not planning to attempt any time soon, but life really does feel so empty. I can't see a future for myself, I can't create new goals and follow them, I can't even get up in the morning and brush my teeth. My hygiene gets worse each passing day and it makes me feel so disgusting and unworthy but taking a shower literally makes my knees tremble. I don't want to do this anymore. I want help. I want somebody to understand and I want them to hold me and tell me that I'll be okay, that I just need to make it through the day and we'll figure tomorrow out when it comes. But I'm here, ranting to strangers on the internet just like y'all and desperately looking for someone to understand, someone that doesn't judge me. I get it. I get you. I'm sorry you're here my love, I'm sorry you feel empty and everything hurts. I'm so sorry for what you're going through. I hope tomorrow is easier for all of us, I hope we can make it through another day and get help and get better. I'm here and I love you and I assure you: you're not the only one going through this even if it feels like it.
Thank you for this
You be perfect. You owe you.
Hey there, I wanted to tell you that I feel the same way, I try to fill the void with my hobbies but life itself is boring day in and day out, however, I don't have the guts to attempt that anytime soon because I know that it wouldn't solve a thing. I just wanted to let you know what I do when I want to feel that way. I just try to create little goals for me, like doing my room, writing in my diary or something else. I think that the best way to avoid the future is thinking about small things that make your present better, maybe it could help you. I hope you get well soon, you can talk with me whenever you want to.
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