I'm Fine- A letter to myself (:
Sera (me),
I am sorry for everything. I shouldn't have made you cry all nights. I know I am really hard on you. I know I don't trust you. I know I make you feel like you are stupid and nobody wants you. I know I always blamed you for your break ups. I know I should have tried some different ways instead of hurting you and making those scars on you. I am sorry for making you believe that you are ugly. I know that I was always wrong. I know that I always made things worse. I know I never spoke for you. I know I always hurt you. I know I made you feel like you don't deserve anything. I know you wanted to talk things out but I always made you bottle up your feelings. I know I always you pretend that everything is alright even when you wanted to scream out loud really and ask for help. I am sorry I never let you move on. I made you loose hope and trust. I made you feel lonely. I ignored you. I kept on ignoring you. I kept on ignoring how you felt, kept on ignoring what you really wanted. I kept you away from people when they tried to help you. I am sorry I never loved you. I never understood how important you were. I always underestimated you, your feelings. I made you loose your interest in everything. I made you feel like a failure. I always made you hide your feelings behind your weird humor. I made you feel really numb. I always hated you maybe because I never found anything good in you. Maybe because I always felt that you don't have any good qualities. I wish I should have listened to you first. You always wanted to be better but I am sorry I never helped you with it instead I kept making you worse. I always made you feel the worst, I know, I accept and I regret. I am sorry for everything I did. I am sorry, I should have valued you before.
Beautiful! ABB
@amiableBlackberry92 Thank you for reading this. Glad you found it beautiful. (:
can i do one of these
@diplomaticPine585 Hello there, thank you for reading this. If you talking about writing a letter to yourself, go for it if you really wish to. Believe me its a good feeling, I felt good at least. (:
It's awesome
@brightBeing4336 Thank you for taking some time to read this, good to know you found it awesome. (:
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@brightBeing4336 Really needed a hug, thank you!
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@itsjustme235 I love your writing. Self-reflection is key, and you expressed what you were feeling beautifully
@happytiger349
Aw, thank you so much for your kind words
In case you have not been adequately informed , pls consider this an official notification that you are awesome sera !! You’re the sweetest and the most supporting person I know and you don’t deserve put yourself down , you’re already above most ppl The worst verbal abuse comes from our own tongue. The cruelest judge is the one staring back in the mirror. The person really withholding the love you deserve is you. Don’t do this to yourself! loving yourself is no small feat. Some days you will feel as though your confidence will never be the same or happiness won’t go back to normal. But it will . You will find joy , confidence n know yourself in a way you never did before . Life is precious . Your life is wort everything and more Be at peace with yourself be gentle with your heart , you are already special Leave behind those feelings that no longer serve your heart any good Be kind to yourself you’re doing your best , don’t let your inner critic tell you otherwise . You’re only human Sis you are the mood - you have a light that no one can dim and a vibe that those around you feel so strongly and I know it cause I’ve been around you ,I know you ...meeting you is like hitting the jackpot , you’re without a doubt the best person I’ve met and even that is an understatement!! Best friend nahhh you’re my sister , my gurl. So lift that head n count it all joy You owe yourself the love that you so freely give to other people . You are far too smart to be the only thing standing in your way . You know who’s gonna give you everything? Yourself “You. Are. Amazing” as you are - stronger than you know ,worthier than you believe , more loved than you can ever imagine ( I love you and so does everyone else I bet) , passionate abt making a diff , learning , growing , not alone , warm , giving , generous , quirky , fun , smart , brave , fine , lovely , tender and so so so much more !! Slay sis
@Arcane212 Oh my goodness- :0 Thank you so soo sooo much, Arcane.
I don't really have words, you are more awesome and as usual, you didn't fail to make me smile even this time. Thank you for all your kind words, you know you're the sweetest of all and all your words mean so much to me. Moreover I really appreciate you and all the time that you took to write this for me. Also I am so so so grateful to have you sis
Loads of love, thank you so sooo much again, it really means a lot *cries in a cool way* :')