My mom
Me and my mom where best friends and so happy when I was young. I honestly missed those days. I always supported her and showed her love bcz she and my dad were almost going to get divorced. He left her and me and my sister alone in a country with her family. We lived with them for a while and even though I was only 6 I understood everything and helped her as much as I could. Now I’m 15 and going through puberty was not very easy for me. I went through times where I wouldn’t talk to anyone and just wouldn’t leave my room and I’m her only teenager so she hasn’t experienced much with teens. She suddenly started to have a weird relationship with me where she would get mad at every little thing I did even if it wasn’t something to get mad about. I started seeing her showing love to my younger brother and sister and she ignored me. Before she travelled, she told me that she hated me and that I am the reason she will divorce my dad. I started crying and she left not saying goodbye while I heard her say goodbye to my younger siblings and hugged them. She also sends me voice messages of her saying that she will never come back and she will leave me to live alone with my dad like what happened to my half sisters. I tell her that she makes me feel sad on messages and she ignores me. I don’t know if I’m a bad person if my parents just hate me.
That's rough, real rough. I've been through something similar and I don't really know what to tell you other than that you are definitely not a bad person, you've just fallen into a really difficult situation. It's hard to be a teenager and it's hard to be the parent of a teenager, but I believe that as long as you are still their child they do love you.