No motivation. This sucks
I have suck a problem with motivation. Everything I like and am good at I don’t wanna do anymore which ends up fucking up my grades because I go to an art school. My financial problem is shit and the only way to solve it is to sell my art but I have nothing to sell. Nothing works out for me I have an absolute shit sense of responsibility and I see how all my friends are doing so well. I feel so stuck in one place and I need to get out. I don’t know what to do I don’t know how to fix this and I honeslty feel that if I can’t fix this I should just commit.
This sounds like it is really hard. I struggled in a very similar place before I got my ADHD diagnosis - I know a lot of things can cause people to struggle with executive dysfunction, which this sounds a lot like. Depression, trauma, ADHD, all sorts of stuff. The world is in a really hard place right now - Your accomplishments, even the small ones, are valid. Your difficulty is also valid, and isn't a value statement about you.
Please remember that you are doing your best. You are worthy and you are strong.
Sometimes it can help to break down your tasks into their smallest parts, and just do one step at a time. Progress is just as good as completion, when you are struggling to even get your head above water.
I believe in you.
