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Lately life has been really messed up for me and I cant feel anything its just blank and I hate it. I cant even cry, people need emotions to live or atleast me im 13 but i never lived a good life like everyone around me I make myself think they hate me. Since i was 7 i became suicidal and I never told anyone because i felt like it would be used against me in a fight so till up to now i didnt tell anyone and when i did my grandma used it against me in fights and say I do it for attention and She actually said I dont even cut that deep but i still love that person who abused me mentally and physically my whole life.
That sounds really tough. I am sorry you are going through that… have you been able to see a doctor for depression. I had to start meds around 16. It was tough to find someone to take me seriously at that age, but worth it to finally feel better.
