She left
I just seen her with someone else after I gave her all I could and loved her with everything I had everything just hurt normally I don’t feel anything I’m numb but everything just came out I was in the suicide prevention hotline for hours. My best friend died in a car crash right before thanksgiving and then she left a week before that so I was alone dealing with everything when I don’t know how to. I don’t even talk to people anymore because I don’t trust anyone I let her in and she left me because I wasn’t good enough. I try to sleep but in the end I wake up with my heart racing and hurting because of the dreams about her and him, I just can’t keep doing this I keep thinking of her and I just want her out of my head.
@brightWalker107 Virtual hugs, Walker, and thanks for sharing what is in your heart and on your mind today. I'm so glad you got some help during this really difficult time. You're dealing with two losses at once, so it makes sense that you would feel overwhelmed. I hope you connect with some awesome listeners who can uplift and support you as you go through this. Staying connected will help. We're here for you!
Thank you… yeah I don’t even know I don’t feel as if I can be helped and what to do anymore I’m just so tired and on the verge of giving up I can’t go to counseling because I’m in the army and they will stop my enlistment if I show something’s wrong with me. But I really appreciate it.
@brightWalker107 First off you gave her your all she did not acknowledge it, its okay just remember there is someone out there for you , you will meet them one day. Everything happens for a reason , you are probably closer to your soulmate . I am so sorry that all of this happened to you, Sending nothing but love and happiness your way.
