Where did I go?
I feel like I lost myself. I’m not the happy girl I used to be and I want her back so badly
@littleStrawberries5167
I'm a little hesitant to reply with more than was in the original post, but I want you to know that you're not alone. You are not lost, and you will never be lost. But, there is more accumulated. This is how we grow. There is more to us as we move forward. You still have the parts of you from before, the little girl who likes strawberries (ok, that was probably chosen for you, but I do imagine that there is something that you still enjoy with childlike joy). As we continue, we accumulate new joys and new struggles. There will be something new that you will enjoy and you will enjoy it like you have never enjoyed before, and it will be great and magical, and then there will be pain that you have not felt before, and it will be difficult, and you will feel lost again, but inside will be the little joys that you have accumulated, and ahead will be more joys you do not expect. Thank you for reaching out and sharing here. You are not alone.