food waste that's probably caused by depression

i used to have energy to make salads but i lost that and i let the ingredients go bad. i feel like the fresh food that's bought is a huge burden to be honest, but right now there's not really any food in the house anymore. i can't keep track of leftovers, apparently. i really dont know how i managed to miss the fact that we had leftover pizza for a while, but now it's too old. why isn't my brain working enough to pay attention to food? and right now, im living off of ordered foods and scraps i can find around the house, like cereal without milk and croutons. i wanted to get some pizza because it would be easy for me. but apparently we need to save money, i didn't know it was this bad. my mom told me to make a frozen pizza instead, and honestly i didn't even know we had that. but the kitchen is a wreck because i dont have the energy to clean it, so no way in hell i can make a pizza in that kitchen right now. so i guess im living off of dry cereal and more scraps for tonight now