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TW what exactly do you consider friends to be? to be called friends, do you have to tell each other secrets? i'm confused. should i tell her if i'm planning to commit su!c!de later?
Your message is a call for help and I would really suggest for you to call a helpline or get some proffessional help. I think that s the best thing for you to do atm and talk to the helpline with trained staff about it as they can give you a much better advise.
Hi hi hi! Friends are what you think they are - everyone has different relationships and call them different things. Replying to your comment about suicd, two things. Firstly, yes, I would. This means there is at least one more person that you can talk to and can help you get help. Second thing, please talk to a professional about this. There is so much that I, or anyone else who is not a professional can do, so I would really recommend it. Sending love and support