Hello

Im unsure how to begin online conversation is not.my strong suit since in life i am kind of a chatter box so i tend to be longwinded so forgive me to saying to much. Ive been confirmed to having depression for 7 years now aling with hypothyroidism so yay me, and tbh some days i do my best to see a point in it all, i dont know if its just.my depression or all others but for.me.living just to live is not though.....i need a reason to and so far i've been using fear and guilt for that purpose since i have yet to find another more constant reason....

I tend to really overthink thungs and also have some ptsd just from my childhood which i feel is a crappy reasin to have ptsd since ive heard the far worse reasons, i feel lost, afraid and aline in thus since some thoughts i cant share even with a therapist because tbh i feel luke they have to say rhings in your favor..... I have si much more to say but i will leave it for now and nice to meet you all.