Hello, just a newbie
Hi everyone, I'm Wadite, which is just an acronym for something else, I'm not telling tho.
I've been really depressed for the last 3 years, but no one knows. I get decent grades, hang with friends sometimes and go out.
My parents and friends don't know I'm gay, I'm not even really sure. They think I go out on dates, but I actually go hang out in the library or a coffee shop. Anytime they ask about a girl, I lie and say we just broke up. My life is pretty much one big lie. I'm afraid to tell them, scared sh*tless. I've heard them talk for years about how they feel about that sort of stuff. I think they'd proably kick me out. I've been feeling pretty desperate about everything. Thought about ending it a few times, talked to the hotlines, only to feel the same way the next day. I don't know what to do, I just can't fit in anywhere.
@wadite
Hi Wadite, I'm sorry to hear that you're going through this, but I'm so glad that you're reaching out. You said that nobody knows you feel this way and that nobody knows your gay. Do you have any friends in your community that do know or that you can trust. I've always found that having a confidant like that has always helped me when I feel hopeless.
@dstrat
Hi, not really no. I mean I could with the depression but it's all tangled together. I'm not sure if I could talk about one without adding the other.
We are proud of you for reaching out =)
@weirdman Thanks
Thoughts of the day:
How do I tell my parents I'm gay/bi and not get killed?
How I do I tell them I didn't apply to any colleges and not get killed?
What exactly would I do for a Klondike bar?
Lol! Sorry, I gotta keep a sense of humor about all this or this depression is gonna kill me.