Hi I Guess

Hello. My name is Olivia, but you can call me whatever, not too picky with nicknames. Anyway, I've been struggling with depression for a long time now, can't remember how long. I can't find anything enjoyable and I can't stand being out of my room or even my bed most of the time. I miss talking to people, whether or not it's online, I miss drawing or reading, which I'm guessing I haven't been doing because of the depression. Have the Lord of The Rings box set which I haven't read yet. Got it for my birthday from the brother I share it with. Disappointed in myself, really. Nothings been working for me to help. I don't even care if I'm ever happy again, I really just wanna do stuff I used to love doing again.