I Want to Go Back To My Old Self
I just wrote a really large post describing what brough me hear over the past 6 years for the website to delete it all and say i should rever to the crisis thread as i might be thinking about hurting myself or others... WELCOME TO MY LIFE..!!!
@IntrovertedExtrovert01
Oof i can relate! To both the frustration at losing everything you typed (i now Ctrl+A > Ctrl+C after every 5th line just in case!), as well as the wanting to retrieve the essence of your former self. I feel like the best version of myself ended at age 12. And ever since then ive been trying to bring back the person I was. Im now 33, and everyday I struggle to find that same inner peace I had when I was a kid. I feel like I peaked in 6th grade... how shameful is that!
Welcome to my life! 😉
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