I didn't know inwas depressed till a while ago

I started thinking negatively since months ago but didn't know why. I didn't see a doctor but from the tests online it's says that I have severe depression. Don't know if I should believe it but for now it seems the only reasons why i felt this way.

It all started at the end of this last summer. When i couldn't take exams anymore (btw i am in the last year of university of 3 years), i can't seems to find the right motivation to actually start studying. Or when i do and the day of the exam arrives, i just can't do it and give it. I only need to do some exams and i am graduated, but honestly i lost the motivation, it's like i dont want to study anymore but the same time I want it because i want to finish and have a degree. So im not doing it for my family, but because i want it for me. It's something that is always in mind since the beginning. I just feel stuck, i don't know why.

Then recently i have problems with my bf, which you know.. it's the result of all the moments you try to understand him, but he never understand you. He blames our problems to me, for being the one who initiate it, when all i do is saying what i feel or expressing something that i don't like when he does a certain thing. I have a lot more to say about it but maybe in other time..

Recently i can't sleep right, i can't say i have panic attacks, but i just found difficult to sleep (when i am the first one to love sleeping!) I did even thinking about searching for a therapist but i can't afford it, until i saw this app. Hoping that it will help me somehow.

Rn i just need somebody to talk about, with someone who i don't know.