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Hi, Im brand new to this stuff. Ive struggled with anxiety most of my life. But lately I just cant get out of my funk. Negative thoughts are always in my head and I cant find motivation to even try to like myself. I know Ive always had self esteem issues. I have a fiancé, he supports me when I finally have a mental breakdown probably once a month. But I feel like I annoy him with my daily depressive moods. Umm..I hate where I am in life. I feel like I should have accomplished more by now. I have a full time job but Im constantly borrowing money from my parents and my fiancés mother. I dont really know what Im doing here. Ive never sought help like this before. I really dont know how. But..heres to trying. Its time to get my head on straight.