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I don’t really care anymore

User Profile: intuitiveGlobe8830
intuitiveGlobe8830 February 10th, 2022

Sup, I think I have been depressed for a really long time now and I think I just don’t care for living anymore. Not exactly in a suicidal way I just don’t want to be a part of society anymore. When I was a teenager I used to seek affirmation from my parents and other authority figures in my life, I wanted to be likeable but that was not my definitive personality trait, just social tactic I chose to roll with. Now I’m in my 20 and I just don’t care anymore. I don’t like talking to people, any long conversation burdens me, I get tired even from listening to other people talk to each other, I genuinely don’t like much about people anymore. If I see a person on a morning walk with my dog the walk mood is ruined. I can put up with society for a little bit only if I have to, like going to my dance classes or university stuff but other than that I prefer not to be around anyone. I lost interest in almost all my hobbies, I used to be a very keen language enthusiast, I also wanted to create my own visual novel, now I just can’t find the motivation to do anything other than essentials and things I absolutely have to do. I only talk to family members, that would be my sisters. It’s mostly fine because we don’t see each other much. Should I just roll with this emotional burnout era I don’t feel like I would benefit from therapy really

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User Profile: fruityPond7887
fruityPond7887 March 1st, 2022

@intuitiveGlobe8830

Hi Globe! I hope you are doing well!

I am sorry to hear that you are feeling this way. I know that society can be really difficult to handle sometimes, so I understand how you are feeling. Do you think maybe the pandemic has partly caused you to feel this way? The past few years have been really tough and it's okay to feel this way! Society has really been exhausting with everything that's been happening. It feels like we've been living directly out of a history book, so don't be too hard on yourself! Take it easy and just vibe with how you are feeling. There's no right or wrong way to feel, I promise. I hope you are able to practice some self-care and do some things you enjoy! I promise that everything will be okay! Thinking of you!