I’m new.. not sure how to start
Uh hi I joined so that maybe I can find some way of dealing..I’m not really good at this honestly..I’ve felt sad and withdrawn over the years as I could recall having this I guess sorrow? Hanging over me. I get anxiety being around groups of ppl. I feel empty a lot of the time see my life now and am I really happy where I am what I’m doing .. I haven’t really tried to a professional diagnosis to see if my depressed I tried to reach out to a organization through my work but when I tried when I really really needed I couldn’t get through and when I did I got a person telling me no one was available. I was mad about it but realized it’s what I’m used to. I’ve talked to family and friends and there’s this disconnect I can tel they don’t know how to react or why to really say to me and me in turn because I know they don’t fully understand so I shutdown.. when I’m alone I have these breakdown moments and put on my face til I can be alone again.. thanx for any help
I feel you. It's difficult to deal with all these emotions alone and when we need the most, people hardly understand. I joined here newly to help process the pain I'm going through. Hope you find good listeners who can help you navigate your situation and find happiness again
I understand what you are going through as myself often see myself going through this. It can be extremely difficult and exhausting to deal with this. I really hope you are able to find a great listener in this amazing community.
Hi, I can really relate with how your feeling. It's really hard some days to keep my shit together when I'm at work or with others. You feel like the only person who feels this way.
